Day 2

I sat in the library, scanned some documents.. Taught quite grudgingly i might add some course-mate of mine.. Why did i? Well he asked.. And i don't know how to turn someone who needs my help down.

Would i improve on this? Yes, i told myself ... But my mind wandered too much...

Joss wont stop screaming her caramel whisky laced voice in my ear.. Something about a Man's world and Love. Ah, but i digress (as is usual for me)..

I did some sit ups (Yay) , you should be happy.. But see, i drank, not copious amounts before sadness engulfs you... Just 3 or 4 cans.. Stop, yes i know.. I should quit.. After tomorrow..

Just Chuckled, well i should... I like alcohol, the fluidity and all.. Damn, what did i really want to write? Ugh..

Ah yes.. Father called me.. I'm glad, i feel slightly alive...

Had mad banter with Dems, i like her.. She thinks everything i say has a double meaning.. Why? Only when she points it out do i even notice that yea, maybe i meant something else.

I should call Sexy R, miss her loads... I don't want to ask about her Union.. God, please do it for her.. She said her vows before you.. I would support her every decision.

I am going to London... It is best mates birthday.. Well, i feel i have lost her ever since she got a girlfriend.. Is this jealousy? Uhm.. maybe not? I need to be able to put a finger to these random emotions..

I wont lie to you or myself.. Who reads this? Nobody..

So yea.. But yea, I know i would be teased, being the only straight person tomorrow or am i? Hmmmm well till then, i'd find out..

But yea.. I said Hello to God, missed service, unintentional.. Shocked the pastor when i said i didn't got o Church..

I can not explain this my relationship with God to somebody, I just know i Love HIM deeply, well maybe.. Hahahha.. Kidding..

Have to go pack.