Beginning

Failure.

What does it mean to fail?

Have you felt that empty feeling like you do not deserve the words of encouragement people spew?

Do you know what it means to feel like nothing?

How do you even start afresh?

Where do i find the strength?

These are not the questions that really bug, they are just a few of the things that my fingers want to tap away.

I know what it is to fail, all too recently. I am not hypocritical neither do i boast in my inability or rather my lack of application of self..

I procrastinated for too long, I failed. But i have to make a solemn promise to myself.

I will not fail again, i will do my utmost best and lest i fail in future, it wont be for lacking of trying- It would be i did something wrong.

This is my diary, my mind.. The words i type.. My journey, my re-invention.

This is me..

I have failed, but i am not a failure.. I have dusted myself and i would fight for this. Yes, fight.. that is it..